Monday, October 8, 2012

Colleen Francis

Well it has finally happened. A "transgender woman" has infiltrated a girls facility and openly been found in a female only Sauna that was used by the facility for girls swim teams and other female students. Ms Francis is still packing a penis yet found it offensive that she was asked to leave to an area where high school age children were present. Here is the story and link.

The facility was at a local college and in its infinite wisdom the Olympia Washington school officials have sided with Ms Francis and a penis and the two girl's High School swim teams have been stripped of the Title IX rights so Ms Francis can relax in women's facilities in his comfort while the girls were restricted to a smaller and less useful locker room.

Do not young women have the right to dress and undress without the eyes of a "transgender woman" ogling them? Now I can honestly say I doubt Ms Francis is a big threat but look at his picture and picture yourself in a dressing room with that standing there with his male parts visible.  It is both offensive and demeaning to the young women.

What is even more demeaning is the loss of Title IX for these teams which hurts them so Ms Francis can live out her fantasy. Ms Francis is a self defined lesbian and feminist but instead of doing the right thing here and simply NOT pushing this she did that because we all know little men never like to be denied their fantasy.

In the State of Washington a man in a dress trumps Title IX for women and that is sad but then it is the State of Washington and we are in all honesty dealing with a man here. I cannot think of a single pre-operative transsexual I have ever know that would have done this and in fact some "transgender" rights people are upset about this and they should be. If I was an opponent of any gender identity laws in the United States then I would simply point to this situation because the last time I was in a sauna with my girlfriends clothing was not an option. Modesty might mean a towel but somehow I doubt Ms Francis is modest.

By the way I received this information in a comment on another post so thanks for the information.

Friday, October 5, 2012

Transsexual vs Transgender and GLAAD

I realize I am just an old timer that basically pisses off a lot of people, well I would if a lot of people read this blog. I have been close to closing this blog more than a few times but eventually I get sucked back in by some dipshit in the Transgender Community or something silly to sinister in the news. I am sure some of you wish I would shut the blog down.

Almost all of my friends have no clue about my past. There are a few but that was related more to their very close friendship and relationship with my late husband and in all honesty I felt the wives had to be told because men cannot keep a secret.  It is one of those gotchas we all face when trying to live as ourselves.

There are other friends of my husband from the US Navy that never and will never know but they were and still are close friends. This time of year in North Carolina is a great time to come south and play golf as the north cools. The courses are not crowded and we have an amazing cadre of wonderful and amazing public golf courses ranging from Pinehurst to the many around Charlotte which is close to my residence.

One particular couple arrived last evening in the Charlotte area early last evening and I do  miss my friends from up North and there was no way they were staying in a Motel so I have House guests. The man flew F-4 Phantoms in the Navy along my late husband and is totally retired after a long Naval career while his wife is an Editor for a large rather liberal publishing concern.

If there is one thing I have learned over the years about ex fighter jocks it is they are channel flippers when it comes to television. My girl friend and I were chatting away in the living room while he watched his football game and then the channel flipping began until I heard "holy shit look at this". The other thing men can find quickly is porn.  It must be genetically ingrained in them at birth.

I do not have any porn channels unless one considers shows on HBO, MAX, and other cable channels as porn and some actually are.  There on the beautiful 60" HD television staring back at me and chatting away was a porn star named "Vanity" proudly described as a "transsexual" with a rather large dick. The show was something called "Pornucopia" and it was about fetish porn. Vanity has proudly decided to keep her dick and of course all her followers are "straight men".  I would have loved to have been able to say "bullshit" because all her male followers are just latent homosexual male tranny chasers. The she-male is the wet dream they go to sleep dreaming of.

I really wanted to grab the controller and change the channel but before I could "dear" vanity described how many of her "straight" men friends willingly gave her blow jobs and other things I guess. Last time I was steaming and before I could say anything my Editor girl friendly said she was surprised they could use transsexual because GLAAD had informed her it was not a word they approved of. In fact she said many considered transsexual offensive. By the way if it is your want simply Google "Vanity porn star" for more information but I will not post a link here. Vanity is as transsexual as my cat who is convinced he is a dog.

I was not going to say anything so I steamed quietly and brought in one of my portables that is wireless and booted it in living room and went to the GLAAD website. If what my friend said was true I was about to go off on GLAAD and probably write a scathing email to them which would have been like a gnat trying to fuck an elephant, basically useless.

One thing I have to add is my concern over the mere attempt by GLAAD to represent transsexuals or even the transgendered. They are a gay organization and since the majority of transsexuals are heterosexual members of the sex they were denied at birth and most cross-dressers are simply heterosexual men where does GLAAD come in? I find it an interesting quandary.

I found the GLAAD page on "Transgender" and this is what I found:


Transgender - An umbrella term (adj.) for people whose gender identity and/or gender expression differs from the sex they were assigned at birth. The term may include but is not limited to: transsexuals, cross-dressers and other gender-variant people. Transgender people may identify as female-to-male (FTM) or male-to-female (MTF). Use the descriptive term (transgender, transsexual, cross-dresser, FTM or MTF) preferred by the individual. Transgender people may or may not decide to alter their bodies hormonally and/or surgically.

Transsexual - (also Transexual) An older term which originated in the medical and psychological communities. While some transsexual people still prefer to use the term to describe themselves, many transgender people prefer the term transgender to transsexual. Unlike transgender, transsexual is not an umbrella term, as many transgender people do not identify as transsexual. It is best to ask which term an individual prefers.


It seems GLAAD find a transsexual a perfectly reasonable term although they conveniently leave out the description of what transsexual means. My guess is they are close to defining transsexual as derogatory as they have with transvestite. It is quite clear who is influencing GLAAD and it is not those of us born transsexual. It is quite simply people like Autumn Sandeen and her ilk that have openly campaigned for the classification of transsexual as a pejorative in many posts. I would like to understand why there is no description of transsexual on this page but I already know the answer. Simply put, they would have to state that it is a sex change.

The real irony is that just below this the following is stated.


Sex Reassignment Surgery (SRS) - Refers to surgical alteration, and is only one small part of transition (see Transition above). Preferred term to "sex change operation." Not all transgender people choose to or can afford to have SRS. Journalists should avoid overemphasizing the role of SRS in the transition process.

I am sure the transgender crowd will try and change that as quickly as possible to "Gender Affirmation Surgery" or whatever they are currently pushing. The real irony is GLAAD is correct in the usage of SRS because we change sex, not gender,  because gender is not definable and completely malleable so how can one define what one changes to.  That is a basic inconvenient truth the transgender like to avoid.


Near the top of this page GLAAD commits a sin against the gender crowd with the following.



Sex - The classification of people as male or female. At birth, infants are assigned a sex based on a combination of bodily characteristics including: chromosomes, hormones, internal reproductive organs, and genitals.

This flies in the face of how the gender crowd wants things defined.  They along with assholes like John Money would prefer sex and gender be defined similarly and in fact many places it is incorrectly done that way. I believe there is a faction within GLAAD that would willingly listen to those of us born transsexual. The gender crowd has all the people in GLAAD pushing gender issues but there are obviously members of GLAAD not buying all their lies and bullshit or they would have succeeded in their quest to redefine transsexual as a pejorative.

I just cannot believe that any lesbian wants to let these gender pushers redefine what a female or a woman is.  It has to be as offensive to them as it is to those of us who realized what a horrible mistake was made when we were born and fought to fix it at all cost. There are times I wish I could scream to to some lesbians I wanted and prayed for everything a girl gets a birth and that is the good with the bad.  I wanted to menstruate and would willingly have managed the inconvenience of cramps. I wanted all the bad with the good because I was just a confused little girl who so desperately wanted to be a mother who entered a bad marriage to get the chance. I just had to be as complete as I could be.

Those of us that have managed to successfully survive this path are not the enemies of any women on this planet. I was a girl and then a woman and that was all I wanted.  If you were to meet any of us that went through this young you would realize quickly we are just like every other little girl.  We had the same wants and desires.  Most of us were straight but some of us were always lesbian. It is a bond we have because we want nothing in return for the honor and privilege of being the female we should have been born.

I don't need any freaking laws protecting me because I am how I should have been and the rights of my fellow women are all I need. I am not foolish enough to believe putting on a dress made me  female.  It did not because I and every transsexual I have know understood we had a deformity that needed to be surgically repaired.

I cannot accept that a woman with a penis can be a lesbian or a female. If the sex characteristics do not match then you are what your sex characteristics define you as. Once I realized my sex characteristics did not match my soul there was nothing in this world going to stop me from fixing that inconvenience. I cannot accept that a man can get pregnant.  Men do not get pregnant and women do not father children. This only happens in the gender world.

All of this said I certainly do not wish harm on anyone identified as transgender.  What you do on your own time and at clubs that are accepting is fine by me. But for all of you it is about the clothes and please do not deny it because it is all any of you talk about. Being female and being a woman is not defined simply by gender roles and clothes.  It is something you will just never ever understand and I am thankful of that.

My friends will be off to Myrtle Beach on Monday for more golf and my Editor friend intends to call her local GLAAD affiliate and ask why they were told they could not use transsexual.  That should be an interesting conversation.







Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Boys and Sex

A funny thing happens to almost all intensely transsexual MTF young children, we realize boys are not as bad as we thought. The other key statistic is that we closely follow the sexual orientation spectrum of genetic girls. This simple fact is discussed in a Dutch Study in a previous post. Of the discussed numbers a certain percentage will discover they are lesbian aligning closely with normal statistics. The same results are applicable to FTM children.

It is a weird time in your life because we fear boys because they are almost always the ones hurting us yet we suddenly realize we find them cute. We begin to look at boys differently and this alters our view of other girls, genetic ones of course. We become jealous because they have what we want. They can hold a boys hand, a boy can kiss them, and in our minds we are deformed physically so that cannot happen for us. Since we are heterosexually female the thought of using that thing we were born with is sickening. Even several lesbian friends of mine that were intensely transsexual children tell me they felt the same way. The thought of using that freaking penis on another girl was disgusting at the minimum.

As we become fully sexually aware desperation sets in even for those of us that were primarily accepted as girls in society unless it was known otherwise. It is what drives us to obtain SRS at any cost, so for us a vagina is absolutely necessary to survive. Males might not realize it but sex is important to girls, very important, and it is important to us.

We survived in my time with androgyny or running away.  I was not courageous enough to run away so I just was as girl as I could be which caused enough problems in the 50's. Today we can transition earlier which allows at least the chance to socialize as a girl.

All the kids I have been involved in helping over the years build walls around themselves to keep others out. It is frightening and discouraging to be intensely transsexual as a child. The world takes on this ugly black or white veneer that sort of forces one to look at everything in terms of becoming a complete girl as we see it. We often, even today, make stupid decisions and take horrific chances hoping the world will see through our pain and realize we really are girls. It is never that simple but when that is all you are focused on it seems to us it should be.

We become blind to those around us and we can be very stubborn. My High School had a requirement that everyone learn to dance which has always baffled me.  I refused to take part because I was a girl and they would not let me dance with a boy. I did not tell them that was the reason so everyone figured I was "queer". If I had an ounce of common sense at the time I would have just done it and my mother told me that. Common sense and intensely young transsexualism are not mutually exclusive but  it can be. When desperation sets in common sense goes out the door and suicide might rear its very ugly head.

My attempts at suicide where never the results of bullying but were directly related to the many Psychiatrists I went to and this is not uncommon in other kids like me back then or unfortunately even today. What saved me was a boy and then his family and that is highly unusual. The funny thing about boys if their perception tells them you "really" are a girl then boys want to protect girls, well good boys do most certainly.

That boy changed my life forever and for the better. I still walked down the corridors of my High School with my head down but a simple hello from him could make me smile. What saves the children today is an early transition and early hormones, which I also benefited from.

I cannot count the conversations I have had with the young MTF intensely transsexual children concerning sex and how bad they wanted it even when pre-operative. I was certainly no different in my time. I wanted to be able to touch him the way a girl touches a boy and I wanted him to touch me the way a boy touches a girl. In all honesty if he had pushed things I cannot say I would have denied him but he just seemed to know what was right for us, certainly better than I did.

Shortly after my 17th birthday he visited me at College before he was deployed to Southeast Asia and left me crying in the parking lot on a Monday morning as his cab took him to the airport exactly 3 months to the day he would die in a helicopter explosion in some backwater country not named Vietnam on a silly and useless clandestine mission.

Tragedy and loss is an unfortunate part of our lives but we had everything planned. I was scheduled for surgery in Casablanca on December 31, 1963 which was my 18th birthday and he asked me to marry him and I accepted instantly.  It was not to be.

Some of us lose our families. My best friend in NYC ran away from her father and family when she was 14 after being raped by her boyfriend who was a predatory male. He Pentecostal Minister father beat her within an inch of her life and put her into Intensive Care for a long time. She recovered and stole a $1000 dollars from her father and ran to NYC at 14 and she has never spoken to or seen another member of her family since that day. It is sometimes the only choice we kids have.  She ended up on the streets on NYC selling herself  but survived to become an amazing woman who raised four adopted children with her husband.

In today's world I watch children like me pushed into the public spotlight and I cringe. Being an intensely transsexual child is a very private thing to the child. Sometimes I think it is more the parent(s) wanting some form of acceptance for their decision to allow the transition of a young child.  Almost all the children you see on television are MTF because quite bluntly it is more titillating because a boy believing they are a girl is almost unfathomable to society while a girl wanting to be a man is less because after all who would not want to be a man.  It is often difficult for society to realize we are girls and we are just being who we actually are.

I still remember the shock in my school when I returned from Canada after meeting Dr. Benjamin. I received a set of diamond earrings as a birthday gift and my ears were pierced and I wore them to school.  It is funny sometimes what society will accept, my androgyny and obvious feminine mannerisms, but go batshit over such as a wearing earrings. As my body changed from all the hormones I had similar reactions.  It was okay to be this pretty effeminate and androgynous being but breasts were another thing. Okay, it was 1960 but still they knew by then what I was.

Even the kids I have been involved in helping find similar perceptions til this very day. It is why, in my opinion, some idiots refuse to give kids estrogen early but rely on blockers of some form. We are children and we of course have no idea what we want which is absolutely the single most idiotic statement I have ever read. There is no child on this planet earth that knows more about what they need and there is no child more focused on getting what they need than an intensely transsexual child. Once I was on estrogen I never had another suicidal thought and that includes when my boyfriend died when i was 17. It was the first step and is the first step for every intensely transsexual child in becoming who we truly are.

I never felt complete over the years from my first estrogen pills until after my SRS. It is an empty feeling of not being as you should be and surviving every day which at times seemed like a personal Groundhog day nightmare.

The big problem we face is pushing boys away because early hormone intervention usually results in an attractive young girl. I have been told by both my husbands that I unconsciously flirt with men which is not a good idea if you are pre-operative.

My University in its infinite wisdom assigned a pre-med young girl, Karen, to overlook my college life.  Well, in all honesty she was my chaperone throughout my college life and a lifelong friend.  She knew what she was getting herself into because she was appraised of my situation but as she said I was not what she expected. I learned a lot about being a girl from Karen and her two best friends. Karen accepted me but her two friends were ill at ease for several months.  I was 15 and clueless.

Once accepted I learned all about sex, I was clueless actually, and I do admit it was difficult talking about it as a girl but but not being able to put my new knowledge into practice because it was the 60's and the world was a changing. I actually wore a fake engagement ring to ward off boys until I received a real one which I put away for good in May of 1963.

When I graduated I was recruited by multiple government agencies which in retrospect is really weird. I chose Houston because it was the job of a lifetime.  They knew and during my vetting even interviewed Dr. Benjamin.  I loved the work but I was there because I needed the money. It was what we did then and now in order to obtain the finances for SRS. You did what was required.

I was just past my 20th birthday when I started there and it was both the best of times and the worst of times.  It was the best of times because we were fulfilling a dream and involved in a scientific achievement still unrivaled by mankind but it was also horrible because I seemed to have a weekly new crush on some new flyboy which resulted in me spending an evening crying my heart out.

It all culminated when a certain new flyboy arrived and it was love at first sight on my part. I knew instantly I had to leave because I needed to be as far from him as was humanly possible and I needed SRS as soon as I could get it. It drives you batshit when you look at a man and realize all you can think about is having him take you any way he wants when you realize it can never happen because you dare not even smile at him.  I was terrified to even look at him because he took my breath away.

I left in August of 1967 and did something I look back on as about as dumb as anything I have ever done when one thinks of the consequences. Over time I sold everything but the Corvette I owned and headed back to New England and stopped in Louisiana at a motel because of a later start and transitioned in my motel room while driving a 1967 Corvette that was noise illegal in every state.

I reached Massachusetts safely and was entering the Southeast Expressway from 128 in my way to downtown Boston and my Uncle's Company where I was to start work when I was pulled over for speeding. By the time the State Trooper got to me I was in tears. I told him brother had let me borrow his car and I had left my license at home and he let me go. He let me go because he had no way of knowing how fast I was going because he was on a detail cleaning up the remnants of a fatal accident. Sometimes lucky is better than smart.

In a moment of pure irony my younger brother took the car for a ride and got a ticket for noise in 15 minutes and I called my older brother and told him to get the car he pushed me into buying in Texas because it was his and he owed me some money for it. he also got a ticket for noise 15 minutes after taking it for a drive in Boston.

O went to NYC on a job site for my Uncle and knew I would have enough money for SRS within months but again I was working in this testosterone enhanced environment of high steel construction workers. There were some quite yummy looking guys there and I got myself in a little trouble with one but managed to escape the issue. I met Oscar, a lifelong friend, and suddenly realized I had no fashion sense whatsoever. Oscar claims to this day that my fashion sense was based on matching socks.

I was again going nuts looking at guys I wished I could date and then this amazing guitar player fell into my life or more aptly drunkenly ate my food and ordered me to get him another drink at a party. He was good for me because he was the man that helped me get over my low self esteem. Low self esteem is very common in all girls and rampart in intensely transsexual children and young adults which I was by then. He did not know and I made the friend who took me and introduced us tell him.  It seemed to not bother him.

Self confidence is important to young girls and women in general and I began to gain some.  I was seeing a well known shrink by then and I have to admit Harry was correct that she would help because I openly admit I was very angry about being born this way.  I have always felt I was cheated out of a lot of things.  Still do but I at least came to grips with it. I went to Harry and begged him to arrange SRS and in January of 1971 I became complete.

All of the kids I have been involved in helping and all my friends that were also intensely transsexual as children had almost similar reactions after SRS.  It was a combination of relief, joy, celebration, and most importantly a feeling of being right for the first time in our lives. I of course immediately asked my surgeons, multiple were involved, when I could have sex as my poor mother and brother sat beside my bed with their jaws at their knees.

It was a long heeling process and finally in June I was told it was safe for sex and as I went on my hunt for my first partner I was really pissed at my guitar playing friend for being on tour.  How dare he be gone because i wanted him as my first. Yes, I was a dumb shit but I did really like him. I the n turned my attention to eligible men in NYC  and suddenly realized how many cretins there were.

I had actually been searching for a guy I could have sex with since May but it was like swimming in a mud hole.  Like most girls i wanted it to be special. I wanted to be romanced and seduced by my Knight in Shining Armor and all I found were cretins in suits who wanted to paw me while suggesting our first encounter should be me giving them a blowjob. I was not averse to the blowjob but I wanted something in return which never seemed to be offered.

I learned dilation could be quite pleasurable so I knew I could have some sort of an orgasm which was an incredible relief because there were no assurances in those days although one doctor assured me I would be fine and he was correct. I figured I would just wait until my guitar player got back during a break from the tour but that was squashed when i learned he had made up with his long time girlfriend.  Men can be such assholes at times.

I met Enrique at a party near the United Nations and he took my breath away but this time I could smile. He actually thought he seduced me and in literal terms I guess he did but believe me I wanted to be romanced and when he took my hand and introduced himself by kissing it with his Latin accent I was his and his to do with as he please which is an inherently weird thought process for someone like me who is obsessive about control in Engineering.

How was it must be the first question. In truth I was suddenly very nervous because I really had little idea how it went from this point on. I admit having him take off some of his cloths first and then undress me partially certainly set the mood but i was unsure what would happen and I was tense.  I had already blurted out that I was a virgin and was not sure how well I self lubricated.  I had no idea a lot of women need help with lubricant and he calmly walked to the bathroom and returned with some.

I was as tight as a drum and he told me to relax and spent quite a long time relaxing me which made me want it worse. He lubricated me with his fingers which stunned me because I never thought of a guy doing it that way but I came to the realization later in life that men are very worried about their penis and I think maybe they are worried it is a Venus Flytrap and will rip it off. Okay, I am kidding but it was absolutely amazing and the sex that followed hurt a little but was fulfilling despite the absence of an orgasm.

After we finished he pulled the covers over us and held me which in my humble opinion might be the best part of sex even after an orgasm which ironically he taught me how to get. I was kind of obsessed with him and sex for a while and did fall madly in love with him. After a while the relationship was as important as the sex but believe me the sex was important and is important to all women whether they are straight like me or lesbian.

All of my friends and the kids have all believed sex was important to them.  It is because it is important to girls and women. Sex is important in any relationship between a man and a woman. Procreation is part of it but pleasure is an even bigger part and I can attest there is absolutely nothing worse than bad sex. It is debilitating and can crush a woman's spirit because orgasms are not easy for women but the funny thing is bad sex is not defined by lack of an orgasm because that is the male view of it because it is how they perceive pleasure. Women realize it is not always possible and to us the foreplay and the post coitus cuddling is as important as the sex. Men would have a lot more sex if they understood those simple facts.

I am amused when I read someone state they are staying with the wife and sex is not important even with the new vagina they just purchased along with the DD's and the FFS if necessary. They seem to feel that Harry's comment about asexual in Type V fits them but fail to realize it refers to pre-operative and not post SRS. I would love to put one of their wives on a NSA/CIA truth serum regimen and find out what the wives really think.

The transgender crowd constantly crows that sex is not important because they look at it from a male perspective and few have any concept how sexual women truly our. There are so many erogenous zones on a female it is amazing and a man that taps this is in for an amazing evening and I bet it goes the same for lesbian lovers.

Sex is not important to the transgender crowd as a woman because they are still men and so many keep their male parts because it is the center of the pleasure. It is beyond humorous when one reads a post or a comment by these dipshits claiming to understand what it means to be a woman.  In a woman's world it is better to receive than it is to penetrate although I will bow to my lesbian sisters on that point for them.

The transgender look at femininity and femaleness from a completely male point of view and perceive their penis as some form of clitoris as stated often by TransGriot. This misconception is beyond misogyny and reaches a level of stupidity that frankly only the transgender can achieve. Just a wee clue you transgendered nitwits but women do not penetrate anything with our clitoris. I realize that must shock you neanderthals but that is how it is. A clitoris is certainly pleasurable but in a decidedly non male way.

So when these transgender nitwits tell everyone how unnecessary a vagina is or claim to be asexual while staying with the wife have pity on them because after all these men are kind of pitiful when you look at it objectively.

If these idiots realized the incredible joy a woman's body can provide us during sex maybe these assholes would actually contemplate SRS so we should really be quiet about it because there are only so many cute men in today's world and besides I am sure they enjoy jacking off in their panties a lot. The really weird thing is what do these asexual nimrods do? Lord, what a miserable way to go through life.


Tuesday, October 2, 2012

More about Mr Robert/Michelle Kosilek the Wife Murderer

I love the assholes in the Transgender blog world.  I really do. Every time I think it is time to ignore their insanity and base stupidity I make the mistake of reading something on Transvestite-Central. These assholes have attached themselves to Mr Kosilek and his "need" for a sex change.

One site in particular PlanetTransgender is on Mr Kosilek's butt like they are one of the "Sisters" in MCI Norfolk. The PlanetTransgender blog is owned by a Kelli Busey who quite honestly I know not one thing about but I always smile when they announce themselves as the following:

I am a transgender Activist, blogger, author, organizer, rabble raiser and unsubstantiated rumour monger.

A little more history on Mr Kosilek and the Massachusetts penal system and in particular the MCI Norfolk prison which is the high security prison for the most violent of criminals plus some factual background on Mr. Kosilek.

Like most violent prisons MCI Norfolk has gangs and one of those gangs is the "Sisters" or the effeminate to gay group that congregates for protection. Some are transvestites like Kosilek and they protect themselves by moving in groups from the other prison gangs. Think about the movie "The Shawshank Redemption" where the "Sisters" were the violent gang and understand in the modern prison environment they are the lowest on the power rung. Mr. Kosilek according to the officials at MCI Norfolk is member of the "Sisters". What the "Sisters" actually are at MCI Norfolk is the "pseudo" women the male prisoners can take advantage of in a sexual manner.

Mr. Kosilek was never anything but a transvestite right up until the moment he massacred his wife. He murdered his wife so he could gain access to his wife's money because he was a cab driver and his wife made the money and was opposed to his cross-dressing. Mr. Kosilek went on a clothes buying spree after he butchered his wife and let there be no question he butchered her.

In the post referenced above Kelli makes the fatal mistake of quoting the great Australian Liar Zoe Alan Brain. In Zoe Alan Brain's comment she added Brain says Mr Kosilek offered to pay for his own SRS in 1993 which is interesting considering Mr Kosilek had no money of his own. He murdered his wife to gain access to her money and he lost all access to that money and has never had to pay a dime to any of his lawyers. All of the money was frozen and eventually given to her family since that was why he murdered his wife.

The real irony is the attempt by many, including Zoe Alan Brain, want to imply that the 8th Amendment to our Constitution is applicable here.  They are in error. Here is the wording.


The Eighth Amendment to the U.S. Constitution reads:

The Eighth Amendment to the U.S. Constitution reads:

Excessive bail shall not be required, nor excessive fines imposed, nor cruel and unusual punishments inflicted.

The Eighth Amendment to the U.S. Constitution, ratified in 1791, has three provisions. The cruel and unusual punishments clause restricts the severity of punishments that state and federal governments may impose upon persons who have been convicted of a criminal offense. The Excessive Fines Clause limits the amount that state and federal governments may fine a person for a particular crime. The Excessive Bail Clause restricts judicial discretion in setting bail for the release of persons accused of a criminal activity during the period following their arrest but preceding their trial.


Denying Mr Kosilek SRS is not cruel and unusual punishment. If the State of Massachusetts had the Death Penalty Mr Kosilek would have been executed since both the presiding judge and prosecuting attorney said it was one of the most vicious crimes they had ever seen perpetrated on a woman. She was nearly decapitated by the way. The 8th Amendment allows the Death Penalty and it has been upheld by the US Supreme Court. Personally I am opposed to it because usually it is used on the poor, indigent, and people of color. There are exceptions and in my opinion I would not have objected to Mr Kosilek's execution because the evidence was overwhelming and the crime was so vicious and premeditated. I was also not upset he was not executed.

Under the 8th Amendment prisoners are required to receive adequate medical care and adequate does not include SRS. Being jailed for life for butchering your wife does not mean you suddenly get a sex change. Up until Mr Kosilek was 40 he was simply a transvestite. He never attempted suicide or tried to cut his dick and balls off which he has claimed he has attempted in prison. Funny how Mr' Kosilek suddenly needed a sex change.

It is easy to learn the correct narrative and fool the Psychiatrists or Shrinks.  We see that every day in the transgender world. Mr Kosilek fooled them well.

Kelli is enraged with the decision of Barney Frank to support the State of Massachusetts right to appeal this decision. The State of Massachusetts had to appeal this in order to protect itself and the Constitution from misuse of the 8th Amendment.  It will be decided by the US Supreme Court eventually. The State of Massachusetts is now apparently going to be on the hook for Mr Kosilek's legal fees based on this decision by the Judge. Frances Cohen could be getting $500,000 plus in legal fees. Good lord how naive can you be Kelli. Barney has always been a douche-bag and a two-faced lying sack of shit. You know the Congressman who had no idea his boyfriend was running a gay prostitution ring out of the house they lived in together. The sack of shit that banged a male Congressional Page and got away with it while those that banged a girl got screwed and skewered by Barney.

It needs to be noted that the right to a sex change based on the 8th Amendment has been tried before. Inmates in Colorado, California, Idaho and Wisconsin have sued unsuccessfully to try to get the surgery, making similar arguments that denying it violates the U.S. Constitution's protection against cruel and unusual punishment. This ruling will be overturned on appeal.

The real irony here is how the transgender conveniently are omitting one of their basic tenets.  The one they are conveniently forgetting about is their belief that SRS is not medically necessary and depends on the person. Mr Kosilek suddenly required SRS after he was incarcerated for murder yet never sought help or treatment before he butchered his wife. Funny how that works. I always thought prison was punishment for your crimes and not somewhere where you fantasy became reality.

This case will first go to the US Court of Appeals and could eventually end up in the US Supreme Court where a clearer definition of the 8th Amendment and medical care needs to be examined. Hopefully they will stop this insanity. Murderers do not deserve to benefit from their crime.






Monday, October 1, 2012

A Man By Any Standards Known

The National Geographic Channel has a show called Taboo and has dealt with those born transsexual before and has added a new one for those claiming to be transgender although in all honesty it was a mix of both. There was one part that both bothered me bu also gave me hope and that hope is the ability to at least point to someone or maybe something that clearly defines what we born transsexual are certainly not.

A man by any standards known.

This is Chris Tina who was a male body builder who now defines himself as "female" and a "female" body builder who had breast implants and now claims to be "female" while openly showing his male "bulge". Chris has no intention of removing his dick and balls which of course "do not define" his gender.

Sorry Chris but it does define your sex and your gender when you show your male bulge in public as you did during this show. Shows like this are made for sensationalism and this dipshit certainly supplied that.

Chris is a man and he can take his DD implants and his "package" and call himself anything he wants to but what bothers me about this report on the Huffington Post is the implied impression that this is actually a valid concept for a female.  I have never been much of a fan of the Huffington Post because journalistic integrity has never been something they worry about but then who does on the internet.

The National Geographic Channel has given every conservative organization in America a clearly defined example of why we are not transgender and why it is an insult to be associated with this misogynistic piece of garbage and most of the remainder of the transgender umbrella supporters.

The one thing I wonder about is how they find these freaks but then there seem to be plenty around.  Thankfully for all this video is around a minute in length so the gag factor is significantly lowered.

I would say "enjoy" but how???

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Playing the Transgender Game and Ramblings

A funny thing happened on my attempt to avoid all this transgender bullshit we are faced with on a daily basis, I made the mistake of posting the Kosilek story and then followed the story as the transgender crowd caught up with it on Transvestite-Central. Monica Roberts, of TransGriot, claims it brings up the medical necessity of SRS in treating transgender patients which is kind of odd since dear Monica transitioned in 1994 and is still packing a penis and claims her boyfriends like her 7 inch neoclit. One question Roberts.  If SRS is necessary for prisoners in jail why is it not necessary for you?

All of the penis packing transgender crowd have come out in favor of this despicable piece of shit getting state funded SRS even though he has no chance of ever getting out of jail because it is medically necessary. They all seem to miss the very cogent point that necessity for a dirtbag like Kosilek would seem to indicate it would be necessary for them or are they special cases?

I wonder if they will demand that Mr. Kosilek be granted the right to save his sperm since SRS is actually forced sterilization? The entire Transgender community smacks of hypocrisy on this issue and so many others it is in many ways very humorous.

In so many ways it is like the Pro-Life verses pro-Choice sides. They are both hypocritical and I will tell you why. The pro choice crowd is against the death penalty while the pro life crowd is for the death penalty.  It would be a far less hypocritical position if pro life was against the death penalty and pro choice was for the death penalty since aborting a fetus is killing a living organism after a very short time whether it is sentient before 3 months or not. Since a fetus can begin movement and kicking as early as 14 weeks it should make one wonder, but it does not. By the way I am pro-life but do not believe I have the right to deny another her right to an abortion but if there is a heaven and god puts you on the down elevator do not cry to me.  I am also opposed to the death penalty in all but the most extreme cases. It is worthless as a deterrent and usually the poor and minorities get killed, not the rich.

Back to the transgender penis game.

One of the favorite tactics is to claim what is between their legs is not important. Sorry, but you are oh so wrong and sadly you are all too fucking stupid to realize it. I am sure4 all of you penis packers would willingly stand up in front of any women's group like NOW or pick one and tell them you are just as much of a woman as they are but you just happen to have a functioning prick that you have renamed your 7 inch neoclit. I dare any of you to do it. You all love to keep that little secret when you fight for transgender rights which are really transvestite rights.

Some of you penis packers are beyond hilarious.  My new favorite dipshit penis packer is Tobi Hill-Meyer who was a she-male porn star, her words, but lost her position because she could no longer ejaculate which is part of the lure for the tranny chasers. Just in case you dipshits in the Transgender community do not get it there is not one single thing more misogynistic than she-male porn and nothing more disgusting than a she-male porn star.  Now that is just my opinion but it seems a lot of the transgender crowd enjoy Tobi Hill-Meyer based on comments on Hill-Meyer's blog on Bilerico. Now why would the transgender crowd enjoy porn where the girl has a prick. Gee I wonder if it is because it is part of their fantasy.

Hill-Meyer is a piece of work and on Bilerico lists tags as feminism, reproductive rights, war on women, and women's rights among others. Okay so let me get this straight.  Hill-Meyer runs his own porn company that makes basically she-male porn videos or movies and he has the balls to claim he is a feminist, is for women's rights and against the war on women. What a dipshit Hill-Meyer is. Hill-Meyer is a walking, talking bullet point item for everything a true feminist is against. Hill-Meyer should have anti-feminist stamped on his forehead.

In a post on Bilerico Hill-Meyer made several outrageous statements that got even better in the comment section. The article needs to be read to understand the context so I am sorry about this but Hill-Meyer said this.

"...for the plenty of women out there who do have dicks - or at least what other's might interpret as such."
Okay this does beg a question.  When is a dick not a dick? I guess it must not be a dick when a trans person has the dick but isn't a dick a dick unless one calls it a prick in which case it is a penis by amy other name?

"In reality, trans women are specifically targeted for harassment, discrimination, and violence on top of the harassment, discrimination, and violence we experience as women."
Well I guess if you need to be a victim this is the way to go but there is a qualifier here isn't there? If they know you are trans you will not be discriminate against as a woman and if they have no clue you are trans how can you be discriminated against for being trans? I think Hill-Meyer has the delusion that both situations are prevalent for trans people but they are not because quite simply if they know you are trans they are never going to accept you as a woman.

Tobi Hill-Meyer is also at the front in the ongoing war of words between the radical lesbian factions and the pretendbians. One might ask what is a pretendbian and I will answer that question.  A pretendbian is a man with a penis claiming to be a lesbian or thus a pretendbian although some in the radical feminist crowd think anyone are pretendbians even those that have had SRS.  The other common word is transbian but I am unsure if that is the same. I do happen to agree that anyone with a penis claiming to be a lesbian is pretending so I believe pretendbian is actually accurate in this case.

I love the fact Hill-Meyer maintains a penis while claiming to fight against the war on women and wants to fight for women's rights when in essence he and his ilk are attempting to take rights away from women and give them to their fellow men in dresses. Just remember a man in a dress with a penis is a woman if he says so. we girls need to remember that the men know best. Not in this fucking lifetime!!!

In the comment section we again get the meme that SRS is forced sterilization which is odd since nobody is forcing anyone to get SRS if you have no interest in being a woman. Also Hill-Meyer and his ilk have no right to talk about women's rights and the war on women when he denigrates women in his films and videos. Hill-Meyer does not face rape unless he considers his asshole the same as  a vagina but come to think of it he probably does.

The other question I have is what does Hill-Meyer mean by queer-porn. Hill-Meyer is by definition a she-male pron star which by definition is basically gay porn or does Hill-Meyer pretend to be a lesbian and end up in bed with a lesbian with his dick which makes it lesbian porn or does it.  Not sure I know any lesbians interested in a lesbian with a penis but I bet Hill-Meyer will claim he does. Is Hill-Meyer required to use his penis in his porno videos?

By the way the reason I use male pronouns for Hill-Meyer is quite simple. I figure if this asshole can denigrate women with his she-male porn both before he started his own company and now that he is trying to finance his own she-male porn then I as a functioning woman have the right to deny him female pronouns at least on my blog.

So yes Hill-Meyer I find you offensive and I can assure you that 99% of the women in this country find you offensive.

The rest of these dipshits that keep their penis, excluding those that cannot afford SRS, are and always will be a man in a dress.  You may think you are accepted but I can assure you that behind closed doors and away from your presence you are not.  If you have SRS then you have a chance of acceptance but not before.  You will be tolerated because women are a little more civil than your fellow men which is one of the reasons you want to use our toilets, that and the simple fact your fellow men would laugh themselves sick if you used the men's room and might beat the shit out of you. Lucky us!!!

One last thing for Sophie on T-Central.  If your face is 97% on the female scale then there is a major bug in the software or a donkey's ass is 96% female. Self delusion is rampart in the transvestite world.

When two pretendbians are in a relationship is it a gay relationship or a lesbian relationship? Does it depend on penis use?

Has there ever been an article about transsexuals or the transgendered Zoe Brain has not commented on? By the way Zoe why do you keep A. E. Brain instead of Zoe Brain? Must be hard to let go of that boy past.  Oops, sorry that intersex past, wink, wink, wink, wink!!!

Why is it racist to criticize President Obama? That is a hard one to figure out.

Do all transvestite's wish they married Helen Boyd?

Why does almost everyone that posts pictures on Genderfork describe themselves as a model and a photographer. Standards have changed I guess. Lowered actually.

Why does it seem T-Central sites seem so interested in gay rights? I thought it was Transvestite-Central and aren't transvestites heterosexual men?

To the Christian transvestite that believed until he was 58 he was a transvestite and a post minister convinced him he was transsexual and he had completely transitioned and had SRS in 2 years.  Oops!!!

To the 62 year old transvestite blogger that suddenly started hormones and has a blog out of Ohio you have not one single clue what it means to be born transsexual, being a woman, and any other things related to this medical condition.

To Toni D'Orsay.  Lay off the nachos for a while, will you.

What is so wrong with being rich? I am against greed by CEO's but the American dream is getting rich but now it seems it is bad.

I voted for Obama and I really wanted Change but what I got was not what I voted for.  I knew my dream was destroyed when he appointed Chicago politicians and the man behind the problems Geitner to Treasury. Talk about giving the fox access to the chicken coop. My party seems to have abandoned me. but then Republicans are not any better. Can I vote for None of the above?

To the transgender democratic delegate from North Carolina. My neighbor who was a delegate asked someone "who the man in a dress was" so no you did not fit in. Someone said you were transgender and he asked when you had the sex change and was shocked to find out you were still packing a penis. Even some Democrats understand the distinction.

Why was god and Jerusalem taken out of the democratic Platform? Even in the voice vote more people voted against including it but the chair pushed it through.  What is next? removal of "In God We trust" from our currency and openly supporting Hezbollah and other terrorist  organizations?

How can Democrats claim Republicans have a war on women when they support women with pricks?

Why is the Obama Administration thinking about punishing the Navy Seal that wrote the book "No Easy Day".  I have read it and he disclosed nothing of relevance.  Maybe it is because he told the Seals were forced to stop and announce they were going to arrest the terrorists outside their hideouts. I kid you not and it caused deaths to our soldiers. Normally they sneak into the house like they tried with Bin Laden and kill anything that resists. Don't want to piss of any Arab voters I guess. Pathetic!! Many terrorists escaped or evaded arrest or simply said the guns were not theirs and were let go by the Afghans.

Why would you tell the bad guys you are leaving on a certain date? Do they think they are stupid?0

Why am I so pissed today?

Sometimes it just feels good to vent. Phew!!!





Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Robert/Michelle Kosilek the wife Murderer granted sex change.

Robert Kosilek was convicted of murdering his wife in the early 90's in Massachusetts. He was convicted of deliberate and premeditated murder of his wife with extreme atrocity or cruelty by a jury of his peers. In other words if the State of Massachusetts had Capital Punishment he would have been most likely received a sentence of Death.

He garroted his wife with a piece of wire and ripped her cloths off,  He then stuffed her body in the trunk of her car and drove to a Mall lot and left it there. The next day he called police and claimed his wife was missing. Mr. Kosilek was a transvestite and the murder was part of his scheme to start living full-time as a woman. He wanted access to their joint bank account so he buy cloths and makeup and a day or so after her grizzly murder he withdrew a lot of money and went on a spree buying women's cloths, jewelry and makeup. When police came to arrest him he was dressed as a woman.

At his trial he dressed as a woman and it took the jury less than 3 1/2 hours to find him guilty of first degree murder and he was sentenced to life without parole. Basically only a serial killer gets that stiff a sentence in liberal Massachusetts so the circumstances were egregious.

Mr. Kosilek started claiming he was transsexual and a woman trapped in a man's body from early on and managed to con a Psychiatrist into believing him while in jail and thus was diagnosed with Gender Identity Disorder along with the fact he was a sociopath with no remorse over killing his wife because he saw it as a means to his desired cross-dressing fantasy.

He began suing the State for hormone treatments and the Liberal Massachusetts District Court agreed and he actually received hormones and I believe electrolysis at State expense. He began demanding a sex change and today a Chief US District Judge ordered the State of Massachusetts to provide said operation.

Mr. Kosilek currently resides in the general population of  an all male prison where rumor has it he is a very popular bunk mate and never has to worry about being physically constipated or anally retentive.  Basically this piece of shit murdered his wife to cross-dress and then memorized his narrative and conned the State of Massachusetts.  The minute he learned of the use of the term Transgender he immediately described himself as transgender.

Mr. Kosilek is rather hideous looking so maybe he should up the ante and demand Full Facial feminization. Come on lets think big Mr. Kosilek. If you can kill your wife and get the state to fulfill your fantasy maybe you can convince them to leave you in the all male prison so you can be the general populations most popular "gurl". The claim is he actually tried self castration with a shoe string while in jail and the requisite suicide. Ironically, wink, wink, neither attempt was successful which is kind of ironic because nobody really gives a shit if you off yourself or mutilate yourself at that prison.  How convenient.

Lost in all of this hoopla is the 36 year old woman called Cheryl that he murdered.  By all accounts she was a beautiful woman but I am betting the wife was a hindrance to his cross-dressing.  One must remember it is not "fair" to prevent a linebacker en femme to attend a Phillies game  because it is his unalienable right to make a spectacle of himself. I guess it is Mr. Losilek's unalienable right to murder a woman and then force the State to make him a woman.  How convenient.

My suggestion would be take the money they are spending on this despicable asshole and give it to some person in the State of Massachusetts that actually needs SRS regardless of who they are. Have a drawing or talk to doctors but help a deserving person.

I am going to very interested in how the Commonwealth of Massachusetts responds to this.  They should appeal but then Massachusetts is incredibly liberal.

I have to add that I am not opposed to helping inmates in for less serious crimes begin the process or continue the process because many of us end up in illicit situations in order to make a living even today. I am not in favor of providing sex changes for inmates unless the state provides them for everyone that requires one that is not in jail.

This is a case where the punishment fit the crime and then the criminal made the State fit his fantasy. I have always been ambivalent about the death penalty because too often the minorities are executed and the others can afford a defense that at least takes them off death row and besides life in prison is really cruel punishment and it is deserved and is not cruel and unusual punishment unless of course you are Mr.  Kosilek and murdered your wife.

The murder of his wife seems to have been lost in the noise and sometimes the victim deserves justice and true justice would be denial of said operation.