Privilege

I was going to comment on the post this comment was made on but I think it deserves a complete post because as is the norm for Black Swan she completely gets it wrong. The following is Ms. Swan's comment and after that is my commentary.

Black Swan said...

You see Elizabeth I feel I’m very privileged and it has nothing to do with the hard work I put in my career or life. At the age I transitioned at I’m also extremely lucky and privileged to pass as well as I do sans my height. My education and work experience, I cannot deny, also helped me in several different careers. One of those careers placed me in a unique position to help other transsexual/transgender people with civil rights and access to medical care specific to transition related services. I know you cringe at the thought of those two terms (“TS/TG”) in close proximity. 

I’ve said this before, there are successful individuals who have forgotten the societal roots of their success or vigorously deny the role of social forces in their good fortune. They use inherited privilege or societal investment to get ahead yet work to eliminate opportunities for others. Mark Twain did a fantastic job of revealing the lie of the Alger story, “The Story of the Bad Little Boy Who Did Not Come to Grief” in 1865, “The Story of the Good Little Boy Who Did Not Prosper” in 1870 and “Poor Little Stephen Girard” in 1879. 

I find it comical when an individual feels compelled to re-frame luck and privilege into primarily the sweat of her own brow. Why you lived, and lived successfully, many of us have died. You are also quite dismissive and flippant about that. I’ve read somewhere of a low estimate that 50,000 have perished from prejudice, murder and suicide, yet you constantly belittle and berate those that do not fit your mold of perfection and are conveniently silent when that individual kills themselves or is murdered. You relish to employ a double speak—condemn others yet when that other dies proffer a perfunctory salutation to spin your deleterious comment. 

There is a reticent individual that posts on your site from time to time that IMHO is your peer; age & academically, which I only see one difference—the age in which you both transitioned and how that fact effects your privilege or lack thereof. Lets face it we are judged on how we look; body, face, voice and deportment. I’m sure you were quite the dish when you transitioned, which in many ways afforded you many of life’s benefits, namely the ability to receive the love you wanted. The other must roam the earth like some post apocalyptic scavenger for life’s little moments of happiness, scraping by, having to assuage their tears from the queer looks of the society, living with blinders betwixt their bitter gall of envy. I see a beautiful little girl hiding behind inside a broken body playing the sweet tones of a banjo to sooth her soul. 

One grows up in a liberal home that is progressive enough to see the problem and correct it while the other must grow up around a conservative religious environment that is not, at all, permissive of difference. There is an old phrase tossed around the old guard: Passing is life. So binary--Not passing is…. You get the idea.

May 9, 2013 at 2:02 PM  

As is usual you dismiss me as some uncaring individual who somehow has forgotten her place by succeeding and not paying back her so-called luck and privilege. What you really mean is I have not helped all the late transitioning men who have passed laws to protect the life and "privileges" they gained as a men. Let them accept the station in life they would have had if they had been women and maybe we will sympathize  They get to keep their jobs gained on the backs of women not because they deserved to but because they were transgender and fucking men. Now I am supposed to feel sorry for them and consider myself "privileged" because I somehow managed to be a "dish". How very manly of you Black Swan!!

Passing or even being beautiful is privilege? Well I guess that means all the ugly and plain women in the world are under-privileged, but oops in your world they are privileged because they are natal women. You completely miss what every MTF transsexual I have known desires more than anything. All we wanted form life was the honor of being female and a woman and it is an honor because it carries no advantages other than being whom we should have been at birth. Let me get that and I will take what comes after and work hard and be the single best woman I can be.

I am willing to bet in 15 years you will be telling Jazz and the other young transsexuals that melt into society that they are also "privileged". Of course if you have your way she will be an "out" and "proud" transgender woman and label herself, like you have yourself, as something other than a woman for the rest of her life. Hell, if you had your way every natal woman would have to call herself cis-female or cis-woman just so she can be categorized as friend or foe. In all honesty it is a "privilege" to be a female and a woman but it is not a life of privilege you gain just the ability to be how you should have been born, but then you would not know what it means to work as a woman your entire life and be paid less by the very assholes you claim I should identify with somehow.

Just to set some facts straight, I grew up in a right wing religious family that saw the problem and tried to fix it but not in the way you think. Later in life my mom was very guilty over the results of the many Psychiatrists she sent me too or more aptly took me to be "cured" because they triggered every single suicide attempt. She did what she thought was right but she was wrong because they tried to enforce the stereotypical view of the time that I was just gay despite the simple fact they had a hard time remembering to use male pronouns when addressing me.

I bet you consider the fact I was a "pretty" boy or more accurately a very feminine boy a "privilege". You and your fellow ass-clowns have no clue because you did not live it. Many of you incorporated the narratives, nightmares is more apt, we lived through because it made you feel special. My privilege was police officers telling me, or more often my mother, in the hospital that boys will be boys and besides your son shouldn't look like he does. Like I had any options in changing my looks when I was young or the ability to fend away the threats.

The sad part is it was the same for many of my friends. we survived or they did because they did not give up. I tried to give up 6 times and was "lucky" to survive two of them including the last rites twice for someone that was not even Catholic but then I was privileged to "experience" that. When I knew I could fulfill what my life revolved around, becoming a complete girl, I never wavered once in the 11 years it took from 14 to 25 to reach my goal of SRS. I have never had a single thought of suicide since then.  Funny how that works.

I was lucky in many ways. I was lucky that a boy refused to let me push him out of m life because I feared he would hurt me like all his friends had in High School. I think it was more love than luck but that boy saved my life. He prevented my last suicide which would have been successful if the attempt was made and helped lead me to Dr. Benjamin's doorstep with my mom and his parents. want to know why he began to like me?  I was the first "geek" that did not talk down to him when tutoring him and I helped him get good grades.

The irony of this is he witnessed many of the beatings I took and he watched as I was tripped deliberately and fell down the granite steps of my High School and ended up with a broken arm and collarbone. I learned later he beat his friend senseless for doing it but in those days nobody supported the feminine boy publicly but then that is privilege somehow I gather. Do you want to know why all us old timers know all the frauds. They glorify it like it was some rite of passage they bravely endured yet somehow managed to successfully pass through and manage to marry a woman and then be outraged when the wife does not "support" her "husband" as he becomes a woman or half-woman a lot of the times.

We pushed the issue because we had no choice. We all knew we would rather be dead than ever give into society's requirement that we be boys. We knew we could not be boys because we were girls even if it meant taking a lower station in life and believe me they reminded all of us about that all the time.

I had the crap kicked out of me, as did my friends, on a nearly daily basis but I know I pushed every limit and every button I could to make them see me as the girl I knew I was. I took risks that put my life in danger and decided to be as feminine as possible for the 1950's which meant just enough not to get arrested. My neighbor tried to rape me once when I was 12 and finally succeeded in February of 1960 when I was 14 and had been on hormones for several months but then I was privileged to pass and had the "honor"of being "raped" by a man that wanted to teach me what it meant to be a woman, just like the men in dresses try and tell me what it means to be a woman. Chuck had about as much knowledge of what it means to be a woman as you and your pals do, which is not a damn clue. For this "privilege" had had my skull fractured, was anally raped and had the same privilege as other women of the day when they blamed me for the rape because of "how I was". Thankfully I have no memory of the physical rape but I sure was sore when I woke up in Intensive Care in Massachusetts General. I still have a reminder with the indentations where they relieved the pressure on my brain but then that is "privilege".

Your concept of privilege is just jealousy and the real sickness in your jealousy is you expect people like me to feel for some man in a dress that still maintains his pleasure organ the same way I feel for those I know were born transsexual and managed to contain it until it became to much. Your problem is you consider us elite when we look at some asshole man in a dress and say he is a man in a dress because we feel SRS is a requirement or at least a long life as a woman hiding the fact you never had SRS. Your exhibitionist transvestite friends love the publicity and I am supposed to support them. I wish them no harm but they can go fuck themselves before I would consider them women because the simple truth is if we met when we were younger they would have been trying to figure out how to get into my panties. It is just what men do and they are heterosexual men.

You demean me as "lucky' and "privileged" and of course add the caveat you feel privileged as a carrot but the simple truth is nobody born transsexual is either fucking "lucky" or "privileged", but then that has always completely escaped you because, as we both know, you are deeply pissed off by your station in life and extremely jealous of anyone that has had an actual normal life. That is why you throw the cis bullshit around I am quite proud of being considered a cis female because that means I succeeded and that upsets you.

You are incapable of accepting the simple fact that once a transsexual has SRS they are no longer transsexual because they have "crossed" over to the correct sex as closely as possible. Those of you that are afraid to or unwilling to realize this simple fact are losers because you will never understand the joys of simply being a woman. No excuses. No privileges.  Being a woman has no privileges unless of course you consider the simple fact we have accepted ourselves as women a privilege which I kind of feel is the crux of the your problem in life.

How dare you claim I am conveniently silent when my sisters have died. You pathetic wanker. I have had the misfortune of losing 2 extremely close friends to suicide and another to the butchery of a man.  The one butchered by as man, pre-op in NYC, gave me and my friend Lana the "privilege" of identifying her in the morgue while the police laughed at her because they considered this beautiful person a man. We both told them to shut the fuck up. We then had the "privilege of watching her parents dress her as a man and bury her as such in Ohio.

You talk of leaders but your concept of leadership is one that supports the transgender men playing at being a girl and when it comes to that I have no concept of what leading means and refuse to. You expect us to willingly allow ourselves to be labeled transsexual or transgender for life and quite bluntly I left that behind 42+ years ago.

It is true we are judged by how we look but it only becomes a cross when you let it. It is part of life and a superficial part at that but it is what it us like being a woman and you make it sound like it is something only you and your male pals in skirt and heels have felt.That is actually not a problem with passing it is a problem with being identified as a man in a dress. What it comes down to is men are lazy and they have their stereotypical idea of what a woman is. Big boobs, short skirts, long hair, tons of makeup, super high heels so they are stunned when they get read as 62 year old men when they exit male mode and foray into woman mode dressed like a 23 year old trashy hooker. Look at T-central for a myriad of wonderful examples.

The real problem is our male pals do not want to accept subservient roles in the world of women because after all, as men, they know everything about what it means to be a woman. Just ask them or have the misfortune to read the dribble you post and it is clear none of you have a clue.

I and many of my friends have spend a lot of money helping other transsexuals but we draw the line at the transgendered transvestite. I have been involved closely in helping 9 young transsexuals between the ages of 13-15 travel this road and I have spent a lot of my hard earned money doing it. Counting the two currently in the queue it is 9 and one teenager whose SRS and travel I paid for to Thailand. All out of pocket without the need for publicity unless I have to mention it to some coconut like you.

Nothing is impossible if you work hard enough at it and that goes for many who cannot pass. They do not work at it and many do not care.  It is a little game of power politics to them. I comment of the stupidity of the transgender community and do not have to belittle them because they do it to themselves.

You are so typical of this modern society and so are your transvestite pals. If it isn't given to you on a silver platter you demand laws and regulations be passed to make you safer and women less safe. Men shitting on women again is all it is. I often wonder how many of these late transitioners would go through with it if they had to start from scratch? Funny how they manage to keep everything gained as a man and that includes the attempt to keep the wife as a trophy because of course she loves her man even when he isn't. Give them all your money and tell they are free and see how long they stay around in their new lesbian relationship or is that non-sexual relationship which is a fucking total joke.

I do not nor does any woman that was born transsexual owe anyone a goddamn thing after they have SRS. The only thing they owe is to themselves and that is to lead a good productive life as a woman. we do not owe a damn thing to any man wearing a dress, claiming to be a woman when he keeps his penis because it is his pleasure organ. If we decide to give back we do it in a way that is best for us and not for some nimrod like you.

Life is a privilege and it is what we all receive when we are born. You may be born into money which may or may not be a privilege. Being born transsexual is neither lucky nor a privilege and being a feminine boy is not a privilege and you would know that if you lived it but then you think you know it all, you do not.

You get out of life what you put into it. I have worked hard to be a success. I have given back a lot. I have lived a good life and have been a good person. I do not suffer fools nor perverts well so beware.

Notes and Thoughts On This Crazy World

It is time for some more notes and thoughts.

Jenna Talackova Gets Reality Series

The beautiful Miss Talackova has a reality Show on E Canada and she seems happy with both that and being labeled as a Transgender woman for the rest of her natural life. Kind of sad actually but then let us be honest about her future. I doubt it was her initial plan after SRS but then when you enter a "Transsexual" or "Womanless" beauty contest you may have already defined yourself and the Transgender crowd make it seem that everything will be peachy keen in their delusional world.

I wonder if I should be waiting for her to tell us that we are all the same?


More Sterilization Bullshit

There are more claims by the men in dresses and some women in boxers who want to keep their previous equipment intact that any requirement of SRS in order to change a birth certificate is tantamount to sterilization. Well it is a voluntary act but then when your dick is that important or your ability to get pregnant is that important just how are you the opposite sex?

This is where I have a real problem with these loons. For those of us truly born transsexual this was never a choice despite what they are demanding the world to believe. It is inherently insulting to us but then they have never really cared about those truly born transsexual because other than possibly being abler to spell it, doubtful in some cases, they are not and never will be transsexual and that is why they need the word transgender.

Redefining the New Normal in Society

Redefining the new normal as some middle aged man getting a sex change and his wife staying with him and his loving children adoring him? Look, it happens but it is neither normal nor is it common but then delusional older men do want their dress and the wife it seems, part of the trophy hunt most men live life as.  Kind of sad if you ask me but then most of you would probably prefer me not to be around to ask these nasty little questions.

http://planetransgender.blogspot.com/2013/05/jennifer-boylan-and-family-interview.html


Denied Access To Bridal Store Dressing Room

Poor transgender girl is denied her right to try on her wedding dress in a Canadian store and the poor store owner is now on the proverbially hot seat. I just want to know which person showed up at the Bridal shop. The one in the first or second picture?

Am I missing something here? That does look like a man in a dress in one picture and looks very attractive in the next picture. It was not all lighting because that is a nasty 5 o'clock shadow by any standards. Photoshop one and not the other? Which one was Photoshop used on? By the way I have no idea how to use Photoshop but somebody did here.

Next question is a simple one. If she is transgender woman why was this individual married in a same sex marriage? Oh yes, I forgot. Women can be men in the new transgender world of normalcy  they are pushing for in this world.

I have no issue with her marriage but the publicity is a little much, but then maybe monetary incentives are at work here. In one she looks like a man and in the other she looks like a girl except for the hands. I know the one I am betting was Photoshopped!










Transsexual Child Denied Bathroom Access After Being Given it

There is a child in main that is transsexual and has transitioned in school. You will notice I do not use the term transgender because the they would never do this because it takes immense courage. The child was initially allowed to use the girl's room which was the right thing to do but this was later rescinded because of static from parents.

There is an ongoing legal battle going on in Orono Maine and I am rooting for the little girl.


Old Commies Never Die They Just Whine Away on TransAdvocate


That great TransAdvocate site, sarcasm intended,  has more men than your average Board Room and my pal Suzan Cooke is now a contributing Commie over there. She took another shot at me over there which I consider a badge of honor in some silly way. There is enough dick and enough "dicks" over there to  make that a place to avoid except it is kind of funny to be honest.

I do find it ironic they allowed Zoe Brain in with the Communist crowd but then maybe Zoe is reinventing herself as a Commie in order to have a longer shelf life. What is the shelf life of a turd?


Trans Murder in Ohio

God bless Cemia Acoff the transsexual found murdered and tied to a stone in the water in Ohio. This was another sex crime and although she was quite beautiful Cemia was known in the area and had been actually arrested because she had hormones on her person according to one report, although I find that hard to believe but there are a few rednecks in Ohio.

Everyone is up in arms over the manner in which the Plain Dealer handled the case and if there is one thing the Transgender Activists seem to love it is someone being murdered because it is fodder for their views on life. In cases like these the Police go by what they find and this poor child's body was in the water for a while which means the body was badly decomposed. I am sure that blurred the issues early on since the Police would certainly report Cemia as male based on the evidence available at the time. She was identified through DNA.

Most papers and reporters are actually not aware of the "required" style when dealing with "transgender" stories and almost always will "violate" the "so called" rules set up by certain organizations. The Plain Dealer edited the initial report to fit the AP guidelines but lets be clear here. Because you have a dress on or a bra or some female attire on you are not necessarily transgender but then that is what the transgender want as the norm.

The simple truth is this is a horrific sex crime and they need to catch the murderer because this is more than likely not the first nor will it be the last murder by the killer. People report what they know and not what others want them to report based on their perceived view of the world.

Let the police do their work and find the animal that brutalized and murdered this young girl because it might save others in the Cleveland area. It is a tragedy on multiple levels. She lost her life and the feeding frenzy by all the Transgender Activists that need a scapegoat like the Plain Dealer reporter is demeaning because it was not a pronoun that was murdered, it was a 20 year old girl. If one reads the accounts in Transgender media it is more about the way she is portrayed than her being butchered. That is both kind of sad and just about the way the Transgender media works. They really could give a shit about this kid because the publicity is more important.

Catch the butcher and worry about the pronouns later because to Cemia it does not matter, she is sadly dead.


The NRA is Brain Dead

I live in gun country which is not a big thing other than I am terrified of guns. My neighbors are mostly gun people and about 8 of them are NRA members.  The really funny thing is ALL 8 said they are in favor of strict requirements for background searches before a gun can be purchased and these folks own some freaking weaponry.

The only NRA members opposed to background checks are either criminals themselves or owned lock, stock, barrel, and ammo pack by the gun manufacturers. Both my husbands were military types and they liked their weapons. I asked that they lock the weapons in a safe place and my second husband said he always did that and my first husband told me to mind my own business.

Even my late husband's family, all Texas folk, have no issue with background checks. One said to me, "I don't want any crazy fuck owning an AR-15", which seems odd to me because I would think anyone that wants an AR-15 is kind of nuts to begin with.

I was hijacked to a recent gun show and I have to admit the armament available was kind of surreal. I have designed packages over the years that were created to defeat certain kinds of weaponry but this show was kind of scary. I had sellers grabbing me and telling me they would sell me an AR-15 with no background check and I saw an AK-47 being sold and the only reason I knew it was one is my first husband brought one home from Vietnam after his multiple black ops tours were over. Still trying to figure how he got that one through even military customs.


Why is the Transgender Crowd Obsessed with Womenless Beauty Pageants?

A funny thing seems to happen to the Transgender crowd on the way to their female side, or cross-dress side might be more accurate. They are obsessed with other men in dresses which is weird to say the least. I was always observant of women because I might want the outfit because it was beautiful or a new trend in fashion. The same went for heels but this is different. They are obsessed with men in dresses.

Just stroll on over to T-Central and browse around to Femulate or a certain Condo that features the above a lot. Several of them even try and claim to be women trapped in a man's body which is about as cliche as it can get.


Model and Photographer?

What is it with the site on T-Central that posts all these photos of individuals that are expressing their gender diversity. Nothing wrong with that but they all describe themselves or are describes as bot models and photographers. In truth they are neither because they cannot take pictures and they have no ability as a model.  Maybe the new Transgender thing is, "If I say it it must be true", now goes to everything in life including the delusion they are both a model and a photographer.



Femininity Coaching

How does someone still working on transition themselves become a femininity coach? The first rule I learned in NYC when I met my lifelong friend Oscar was never let a gay man teach you how to act like a woman. They can teach you fashion, Oscar did for me, but if you listen to them you will end up coming across like a gay man in drag.  Those were my gay friend's Oscars words and not mine.

So does that mean learning femininity from a later transitioning man will make you come across like the caricature most men have of women. If it does you will have massive breasts and wear 6 inch heels and an ultra mini even at 57. Look at T-Central for confirmation but then some of you know this is just so true.


Living a Productive Life

I almost forgot something. In an article by Suzan Cooke she implied that others were jealous of people like her because they have led a productive life or something like that. Okay, I will admit it took me 5 minutes to stop laughing but then humor makes one live longer, or so they say I think.

Sorry Suzan but you lose on that one bigtime.

Compared to a House Slave?

I have never been compared to a house slave before but I just was by Suzan at Women Born Transsexual. A house slave is a slave that betrays the race or "possibly" gender or sex they belong to by supporting their oppressors position by helping the oppressors. The following is the link to the post so lets discuss it.

http://womenborntranssexual.com/2013/04/23/django-unchained-house-slaves-like-stephan-and-the-girls-of-hbs/


In Suzan's usual drug and alcohol self induced lifetime haze she has entirely missed the point and who the actually "house slave" actually is. In point of fact, Suzan is the "house slave" represented by Stephan in "Django Unchained" movie because it is she and her ancient partner Tina that support the Transgender movement that attempts to oppress those of us born transsexual.  The only simpering, ass-kissing sycophant in this conversation is Suzan.

I do not support the Transgender movement which has attempted to subvert what being born transsexual actually is and I am not a follower of the HBS movement although I was a patient of Harry's from 1959 on. Yes, I do critique people like Suzan and others of her ilk that support the we all all the same mantra pushed by the transvestites that manipulate and control the Transgender movement.

Since I want to free transsexuals from the oppression of the Transgender movement just how have I suddenly become a "house slave" like Stephan in "Django Unchained". I have railed against the "house slaves" like Suzan because they betrayed the people in this world born transsexual. By supporting the Transgender she endangers the young transsexuals that I actually help which is something positive.

Supporting men in dresses that want to be considered lesbians while maintaining their male member intact and functioning is one interesting position Suzan has supported but then Suzan has a history there of just that lifestyle. The irony is I have zero problem if someone chooses to live that way but I do have a problem with someone telling me that my lesbian friends MUST accept a man in a dress with a functioning prick as a lesbian. Suzan has a history with this very subject which she fails to point out. In other words her position is biased and I understand her support for it but it does not mean all must support that position unless of course you are a radical commie Stalinist nitwit. The one thing commies and fascists have in common is their way is the right way and you should die if you do not agree.

Since Suzan is actually the "house slave" Stephan like most in the Transgender community they must somehow attack those few of us that oppose them on even some tiny scale. Suzan claims she left her transsexualism behind her but nothing could be farther from the truth.  Since she supports the Transgender position she now considers herself a "transwoman" or trans for life. Personally I am just a woman in her 60's that can look back and smile at a life well lived which is something Suzan cannot do which is probably the reason for her self hatred and her change into a "Transgender forever" state of mind.

At one point, not long ago, this dingbat wrote that transvestites were not part of the transgender movement. Maybe her mind is so addled from all the drugs and booze she still believes that but she might want to actually try and read a little but then why bother when, like Suzan, you think you know it all and can label people "house slaves" for not wanting to be a slave to a movement that has certainly not got the well being of transsexuals at its core.

The irony is that the "house slave" does not realize they are the house slave because they have  actually become the slave master themselves. This implies the simple truth that the person now supports the position of the "owner" which is how I look at people like Suzan and the Transgender movement. Suzan supports the Transgender movement so she is one of the supporters born transsexual and thus the "house slave" as she betrays most of us that were born transsexual.

Another irony is people can get away with this because most people born transsexual actually get on with their lives and simply live productive lives while the losers live  a life where they think walking around with a sign on their back claiming they are "transgender" makes them special. It does actually, it make them especially stupid.

So when or if you watch "Django Unchained" remember that the sniveling sycophant played by Samuel Jackson is a reasonable facsimile of Suzan and her ilk who attempt to force those of us born transsexual to bow down and believe in their "Transgender" view of the world. Do not let them put you in the position if oppressor because they are the ones attempting to oppress and in this case eliminate the use of the word transsexual unless accompanied closely by transgender so men can have their way.

The sad part of this story is that at one time Suzan was opposed to the Transgender Oppressor movement but like all "house slaves" she gave into the enticement of some semblance of power or maybe it was the influence of her "Transgender" partner who defines the term "late transitioner".

This is just another case where Suzan does not intellectually understand what she is talking about but then that is something she has a lot of experience with.

Boston Marathon Terrorist Attack

Boston is essentially my home town even though I grew up in a close suburb. When I was asked where I was from, in college, I would say Boston. Beantown is pretty cool place and might be the largest college city in the US with more World Class Universities than one can remember. Start with Harvard and MIT then add Boston College and Boston University plus Northeastern and that leaves out many others.

Sports is a big thing in Boston and unless you are from Boston or a Marathon runner I doubt it is possible to understand how big the Boston Marathon is. It is part of the Patriot's Day celebration which remembers Lexington and Concord for the start of the fight for our independence around 240 years ago.

To those participating in the Boston Marathon it is truly a family event and even for locals it matters a lot. Many take in the traditional Boston Red Sox 11:05 AM Patriots day game and rush to the finish line to see their friends and relatives finish which is the truly evil part of this terrorist bombing. 3 PM is the time the crowds are the biggest because all the non elite runners who are usually running for a cancer charity or a diabetes charity are arriving. The sidewalks are packed with the families and friends of the runners as all strive to witness their friends and relatives finish this monumental race because the Boston Marathon Course is one of the most difficult in the world.

Over 500,000 people line the streets from Hopkinton to the finish line cheering everyone on from the man who has pushed his handicapped son in this race for decades to the elite runners who are world class champions. It is both a world class sports event and something special for all who participate.

Over the years I have stood on the sidewalk across from Lord and Taylor's where the second bomb went off cheering on a friend or old acquaintances from times gone past. I cheered a brother as he basically walked by me crippled with cramps but intent on living his dream of finishing the Boston Marathon. I watched a man finish the Marathon with his wife and kids proudly cheering and screaming with the knowledge I introduced him to the woman he loved. I watched him die when the World Trade Center Towers came down on 9/11/2001. He was a friend who knew me in NYC but never knew of my past and we ran with a club through Central Park. I thought of him when i heard about the bombing and the anguish it must have caused his wife since she was on the phone with him when the Tower went down.

I ran when I was younger but never had the ambition to run a marathon.  I ran for the exercise and freedom I felt when I took my early morning runs in the hills or at the beach in California and continued that when I returned to Massachusetts.

When I saw the picture of the 8 year old boy who had his life snuffed out by these evil bastards I saw my nephew who is hos spitting image. I wondered what my older brother must be thinking looking at that picture that so looked like his son a few years ago. That boy's mother and sister were both critically injured by the explosion and lost limbs.

As I watched the video I was amazed and always will be amazed by the courage of the EMTs, police, and many others who ran to the explosion to help rather than away from it for safety. It is one of the things that separates us from these animals that perpetrate these kinds of terrorist attacks. We really do care for our fellow man in times like that. It is a miracle that only three have died but a lot of that is because ordinary people just looked terror in the eye and said screw you and went to the aid of the injured and maimed.  The tourniquets they applied while chaos reigned around them saved many lives.

I guess the worst part for me is these scumbags set the bombs off knowing families and children would be there.  They wanted to maim women and children for terrors sake. Somehow they think this is justified yet they have not taken credit and in fact I believe Al Qaeda has said they had nothing to do with it. I guess worrying about an Obama drone putting a hellfire missile up their ass has been effective.. It is not under any circumstances.

We will catch the terrorists that perpetrated this and they will face a justice system that owes them no mercy if they are arrested. If they are caught by a Seal team or other special ops personnel they should know prisoners are not an option so you are dead. In so many ways I really feel sad for the people that did this because how black does a heart have to be to do this? There is nothing socially redeeming about this yet it happens daily in this world and on Monday it touched America.

We will continue living because it is what we do, so regardless these butchers have lost whether they realize it or not. Justice sometimes can have a blind eye but justice will take its true form and these people will be caught and punished.

The other sad part is many of the people seriously injured will possibly be saddled with millions in medical bills along with incredibly long recoveries and the need to replace lost limbs. How do explain to a child how someone could do this to them. I certainly would not have the words.

Oops, He Shouldn't Have Cut It Off

Well it seems we have a case in the great state of Michigan of Transgender regret. Actually it is more a case of medical malpractice but then all these men in dresses and activists are opposed to gate keepers.

Louis Maurice Smith, 77, is suing the State of Michigan to have his birth certificate changed back to male. Mr. Smith had a surgery at 63 or 64 in November 2000 based on the assertion of a Plastic Surgeon, Dr. Alan Wilson, that Mr. Smith had a Gender Identity Disorder which was challenged by Mr. Smith's Psychologist Dr. Andrea Bostrom who had been treating Mr Smith for a long history of sexual deviancy and had a criminal history of breaking and entering to steal women's panties.

He had surgery with Dr. Schrang and informed Schrang he only wanted his penis and balls removed but did not want a vagina. Under normal circumstances I would assume Schrang would have had the common sense to ask Mr. Smith for another letter or refused to perform the surgery but in the world of sex change medicine the almighty dollar rules and he got his wish.

The entire story can be found in the following link.

http://www.courthousenews.com/2013/04/11/56571.htm


Mr. Smith, now 77, wants his birth certificate changed back so he can be considered a man. In so many ways this entire seen is disturbing. Mr. Smith had a long history of problems and was diagnosed with sexual and psychopathic deviance, sociopathy, and paraphilias. It was not until he was 63 that he expressed a desire to be a female yet he did not want a vagina.  If that is not a red flag along with his psychiatric issues I am not sure what a red flag is.

In many ways Mr. Smith got what he thought he wanted and maybe he deserved what he got but somehow this case is just plain wrong and the first one this fool should go after is the quack Plastic Surgeon that told him he had Gender Identity Disorder.  63 year old men do not suddenly decide they should be female and get their way or should not, except of course in this permissive transgender politically correct world where nobody has the right to question Louis when he literally only wants his dick and balls cut off. He probably didn't want the "maintenance" of a vagina.

There will be more and more of these in the future because men are being put on hormones just because they think they suddenly want to be female. I am disappointed that Schrang would perform a surgery of this kind because I have always had high regard for his expertise but he should have been running down the hall holding the red flag and waving it for all to see when told Smith just wanted his dick and balls removed. Maybe he did but according to the story he did as asked.

Again, in many ways I feel sorry for him but one can not legislate against stupidity and in this case it seems nobody could keep Louis Smith from becoming the poster child for a "dickless" man and the poster child for why there really does need to be someone holding the key to the gate.

Fellowship of the Miserable

This is the standard mantra of the dipshits on the far left and similar dipshits on the far right. We know them as Communists and Fascists but they exist everywhere. Rick Pitino when he coached the Boston Celtics, poorly I must add, once called some critics the "Fellowship of the Miserable". He probably felt that way because the ping pong ball bounced poorly and Tim Duncan ended up in San Antonio instead of Boston and he knew he was doomed.

There really are people out there that belong to the Fellowship of the Miserable and they are intent on making everyone as miserable and unhappyas they are. If you do not believe how they believe then you are evil and anything bad that happens to you is worth a celebration. Their personal hatred for everything traditional or mainstream is vitriolic and they have the right to say anything about anyone with as much acrimony as they can dish out and nobody on the other side is allowed the right to question them because they are always correct and all-knowing, just ask them.

I believe in a lot of traditional things but I support gay marriage and rights for those born transsexual.  because I refuse to believe that transvestites deserve the right to visit women only spaces, bathrooms can be an exception, I have been called transphobic, a racist, a Nazi, and every other vitriolic comment they can come up with. Most of this has come from Black Swan but some from others. I let them post, June Hingle is the exception, because I believe discussion can lead to something helpful and I admit that I changed my position on bathrooms somewhat because of the discussions.

The fact I am a heterosexual woman seems to really bother some of these nimrods. The fact that I consider myself a Christian that is not enamored with most organized religions has resulted in me being called a Christo Nazi and other things by the resident moron, Suzan, on Women Born Transsexual, and her dipshit partner, Tina. Disagree with these two left wing radical communist anarchists and start ducking because when they have stopped for a moment from their rants about this country and the system that relegated them to a meaningless life because it was not handed to them on a platter they like to label their evil opponents.

The irony of this scenario is that Suzan and her partner believe "Suzan the Hater" has a story worth telling and she is writing a biography that she actually believes people will want to read. It is one of the reasons Suzan ditched the Women Born Transsexual position and is now a full-time transgender supporter although it is doubtful she has the intellectual capacity to truly understand what transgender stands for because she told me "transvestites" were not included. All the booze and drugs obviously killed more than a few operative brain cells but they also did something else, it has given her an extreme hatred for anyone that might have enjoyed their lives or is enjoying their lives and a vicious hatred of those she disagrees with.

http://womenborntranssexual.com/2013/04/08/god-hustler-rick-warrens-son-committed-suicide

Go to the above link to read the about Suzan and her hatred. Rick Warren's son committed suicide and although I am not a fan of his, I do understand it is a horrible tragedy and have sympathy for him and his family. It is this sympathy that separates us humans from the animals although I can think of more than a few animals that might have more compassion than some.

She uses the word Schadenfreude which is German and in English "taking pleasure in the misfortune or distress of others" and is considered one of the worst human personality traits one can have. The irony is the Nazi's used this very word in many of their propaganda speeches when referencing the Jews and those they exterminated. It was not uncommon to see posters in the offices in concentration camps that used Schadenfreude in telling the SS officers and men to basically enjoy the suffering of these people because they deserve it, because they are the cause of the problem. Kind of funny the person that calls others a Nazi is acting like one.

http://video.search.yahoo.com/search/video?p=Schadenfreude+german+nazi+hitler+usage

If you can stomach the videos and speak German it is enlightening in a horrible way.

The left wing are also celebrating the death of Margaret Thatcher the first female prime minister of Britain primarily because she was not to their liking and some have said because she was not a feminist.  I always find it humorous when a man in a dress bitches about a woman's feminist position. Whether you agree or disagree with Thatcher she was someone's mother, friend, aunt, cousin, and colleague and to relish in another's death is beneath contempt.

People have a right to their own opinion on subjects whether I or you like them or not. Black Swan irritates me but I respect her opinion even if I think she is wrong. I have no respect for people that feel they have the right to laugh at the misfortune of others and spout their radical opinions and then restrict who and what can be posted on their blog in a comment.

I have the same contempt for people that try to shove religion or a religious belief down my throat as I do with people whose abject hatred of religion can be read in their comments on the post above. I am not a fan of any fundamentalist religious beliefs but I certainly find no harm in people finding happiness and a meaning to their life through religion as long as they don't hurt others. Rick Warren has a right to his belief in traditional marriage because this is a democracy whether I agree with it or not.

I like what my mother said when I was in my agnostic stage.

"Just think what it will be like when you die if heaven does exist and god looks a you. Oops, isn't going to cut it but if you have a little faith it will be okay and if there is no higher power then we are all in the same boat anyways."

I guess I sort of like playing the odds although I do have a concrete reason for my belief there is something else after death. I hope I am right but if I am wrong it will not cause me any harm, will it?

There is a "Fellowship of the Miserable" mindset in so many of the radicals on both sides of the debate. Sometimes, I wonder if they have ever had a clue about how to enjoy life. That is silly because how could the Fellowship of the Miserable possibly enjoy life and be that angry and that miserable.

Revisionist History and Other Thoughts

There is a common delusion among many in the Transgender world and unfortunately also many that were and are actually transsexual. It goes a little bit like this for them.

If we had the resources that are available today when we were school-aged, I would be wearing a dress today and I might even have different plumbing.

This is a classic comment actually made on a blog but similar to what is said by many in the TG world. The delusion is, if given the chance they would have done what some of us did when we pushed the envelope when we were young. The simple truth is no you would not have because it is not in your DNA because if it was you would have done something and even if prevented by home circumstances you would have done something when you were in your late teens to 20's unless you drowned your misery in drugs or booze.

They make the assumption they would have the courage we had and kids like Jazz have today but the truth is simple you do not because kids like Jazz and those of us that did something or forced something when we were young were high intensity transsexuals and none of you are remotely high intensity transsexuals because kids like that rarely get pushed into marriages or father children because psychologically they are girls and not a one of you were ever psychologically girls at that age.

I realize that due to political  of transsexuals that typing transsexuals is not talked about. This phenomena goes hand in hand with the transgender attempts to destroy the use of the word transsexual and essentially make it a pejorative. Sadly it is working all too well.

The most informative part about the comment above is the part where the individual says I would be wearing a dress today. That is typical transvestite speak because they equate female/woman with a dress and then mention they might possibly have new plumbing as in SRS. That is again total rubbish and typical of many late transitioners. The simpler truth is if you were going to do it you would done it then and not waited into your 40s, 50s. and 60s.

You make the false assumption that if it was easy for Jazz, it was not by the way, then if given the same chance when you were a child you would have done what Jazz has done and many children have done. You make the assumption that somehow you would make this change but the truth is if you were not driven to force the change when you were younger in your youth you would not do it today either because it takes courage and the conviction you are truly a girl to take that step.

Do you actually think it is easy? That is insulting to all of us that went through it. I am sure Jazz was just as scared and nervous as I was and many of my friends were when we forced the issue.  The only advantage the kids have today is they can transition earlier and there is far more information but the one quality all of us had was complete psychosexual inversion or the total belief we were girls.

You will also notice that most of the children today are extremely feminine even before they begin blockers and estrogen. In many ways we are lucky because it is kind of forced on you but I had some friends that were not so lucky, one of whom exited this world off the George Washington Bridge.

SRS was not an option for us nor is it an option for Jazz and the other kids today; they are not going to be saving their sperm; They are not going to be claiming that SRS is forced sterilization; they are not going to get married and father children; and they are hopefully realize they are just girls and women and not allow themselves to be stigmatized as transgender or trans anything because they and we are cured after SRS.

These kids and we were what Benjamin defined as Type VI transsexual. This does not mean many of you are not transsexual but in transsexuals intensity of your transsexualism rules and that is what drives transition and not some arbitrary belief that if given the chance you would have transitioned young.

It is not a case of one being better or worse than the other but we are different although bound by our transsexualism. The more intense the less likely one can be influenced by outside forces such as parents, family and friends. I do believe testosterone can dull the intensity in many but for those of us that were  or are young we were and are driven to be as we should have been born.

The truth is the earlier you transition the better socialized you become as a girl. I doubt any of you have the slightest idea how much courage it took or takes for a child to stick up for themselves with their parents.  In my case mine were trying to find a cure for me but they were certainly not supportive of many of the things I did and the same is true today. You have to make them understand you are correct and their misgivings are wrong. It took me 12 1/2 years with my mother until she realized I really was the daughter she thought was being born when I arrived.

In the world of today it is certainly easier to convince your parents but that implies the child is willing to push the issue and there is a large benefit for the child then and today. You are learning to stick up for yourself which is good. The other truth is there are no more kids today than there were back in my or even your time period. The truth is there is a media that may or may not be interested but if you look at all the clinics in the US that treat child transsexuals you will not find a lot of them or certainly as many as some of you think.

The sad part about today is the transgender crowd is attempting to associate themselves with these children in an attempt to infer they are the same as the children bu they are not. Sadly they are pushing their belief that SRS is only optional which by inference makes some parents believe this is true for their child. It is not and it is criminal!

I watched a YouTube video with Jazz and some later transitioners and one of these fools turned to Jazz and on air said, "I'll trade you my breasts for your hair", while not one person said a thing and poor Jazz looked about as uncomfortable as I have ever seen.

The other grade tragedy befalling the kids today is being linked to the GLB which infers again that somehow the children are like those that are gay and lesbian. The truth is they were born that way and we kids were born this way and some of us may end up gay or lesbian but that is later in life.  The other sad part is the LGB is pushing the transgender mantra which implies to those that truly understand what TG means to associate the kids with transvestites which is a travesty.

The other interesting aspect of the child transsexual is these children closely follow, almost identically, the percentages of straight and lesbian/gay adults in mainstream society.  That cannot be said for those that do not transition early. This is verified by a study done in the Netherlands.

Now one finds transvestites transitioning and starting hormones as they age and this is done under the guise of the transgender banner. We even have sudden onset transsexualism which happens suddenly and with several years some man is suddenly a woman. We even have people convincing other people they are transsexual. They are lying to themselves and their families but then men have always been good at lying to their wives. The irony is how shocked they are when the wife leaves and files for divorce. The real question should be simple. What the heck did you think she would do?

The other truth most of you miss is we and the kids today are sexual like all genetic girls are.  It is why we desperately want SRS and this is also verified by the Dutch study. We like boys and we want to date boys and eventually we want to be able to have a boyfriend and we need SRS so we can consummate the relationship down the road. We are girls and we think like girls and in general liking boys is what girls do as they enter puberty.

So this concept that we are all the same and naturally fit under the TG banner is just total bullshit but then this effort is being pushed by men that want the few privileges we women have whenever they happen to be dressed while maintaining their male dominance in society and the business world.

The other thing that irks me is reading some late transitioners scream they will kill themselves if they cannot live or dress as a woman.  A little clue from someone with way too much experience with suicide attempts. We don't tell people we are going to try because that sort of defeats the purpose which is to kill yourself. These fools read about we kids having high suicide rates and make it part of their learned narrative. The reason suicide was attempted was because we felt hopeless because there seemed and in reality was no help available. Once I found help I never thought of suicide again but I did have a dear friend I mentioned above kill herself because she knew she could never pass which was heartbreaking.